one snowflake away from an avalanche...

I woke up today strangely calm. The torturous mauling that had gone on inside my body for the past few days was gone. I had fed the beast, given it what it wanted. Last night was not merely a dream, it was reality. My best friend and I planned a senior trip (okay so michelle you're not a senior, but what the heck u didn't have one before). The more I tell people about it, which still I'm careful how much I say, I don't want people thinking I'm insane, the more excited I get about it.

I cannot WAIT to fly to seattle, go to vancouver, and then go to Forks, La Push, Port Angeles... omg I'm so excited!

Today I purchased the tickets using a voucher from when I was bumped on one of Delta's flights. They let me put it towards not only my ticket, but the remainder towards Michelle's ticket. We paid 2 dollars for our flight. It's like it was meant to be.

Today I began working out again. I also went online and looked for good rain-gear. Old Navy has the cutest boots... hehe! I want to look cute incase they need extras in the movie j/k! Maybe we'll get picked up by some agency while we're out there... of course I'd come back to gradute, but then I'd find a whole new way to spend my life! :) *sigh* There I go dreaming again... hehe


I'm prancing carefully along the line between "its just hype" and "plunge in the water's fine". I can't decide if I truly want to be a twilighter, the way I sort of am about Harry Potter, and I definitely was about x-files. I worry that I will become too involved... Then I laugh and say who the hell cares! :) I'm already flying out there! hahaha